a long time ago, i quit my first blog. there i was, essentially pouring my heart out and it felt like the boy i was dating then was reading what i wrote and did exactly what i wanted so that i'd fall more in love with him. of course at first that felt really sweet - if sweet meant getting everything that you wanted. but then it wasn't long before it felt a lot like a stephen king short story. because there is, a story, written by stephen king, about a guy who did everything the girl wanted until she realized that he "staged" everything so he could get her. it involved voodoo and stuff, none of which exist in my personal little drama, but having someone read your blog and then act on the information found there does sort of feel like that, right?
then again, it's so much just like the movie "what women want", except that that was more like funny/comedy than stephen king creepy.
anyway, i guess i'm thinking of those things cause i stumbled upon information -- not really confidential -- about someone. two someones, actually, from two different parts of my life. the information that i learned are all swimming about in my head, and i don't exactly know what to do with the information. sometimes i can't help but question (to the highest levels, complete with arguing with myself) or sometimes i am just amazed (really, she's taongbayan din pala). i guess in the beginning a little information would be great, but i don't think i'd like to be burdened any further.
that national geographic tshirt may claim that ignorance is boring, but sometimes, ignorance is bliss.
*yes, the picture has nothing to do with the post. but i love pictures, and they make posts more interesting, IMHO, so it doesn't really matter, right? right.