so i thought of crossing out what i posted yesterday.

so i thought having a nice tapsilog dinner at rodic's would wipe away the memory of an ex who never liked hanging out at UP.

so i thought that the words of wisdom of a much older classmate would help me see things in the proper light.

so i thought remembering all the un-nice stuff he did would make me realize he's a stupid dork who doesn't deserve my love.

so i thought that recalling all the wonderful, beautiful, romantic, and gush-worthy stuff mars did for me would make me realize that there are millions of better men out there.

so i thought wrong.

all i can think of is how i used to be able to bury my face on his chest and savor all the soap-smell i want.