i want my hair to grow long again. for one, i'm getting bored looking like a boy, even if most people i meet say they really like my new look. another thing, it's boring! i miss putting my hair up in a ponytail, or checking out the ends, or even contemplating cutting it. the grass is always greener...

i miss the thought of being with someone. i've realized that it's not really WHO the person is sometimes but it's just having someone to text you first thing in the morning and last thing at night, having someone to share your highs and lows with, and just being part of a pair.

i am loving sprite and royal these days. sometimes, the heat just kills you and water won't do it.

much like a whole lot of things, i don't get mane and tail. lola felt generous the other day and said she didn't mind paying the 398peso price tag on the extra moisturizing version. it's WAY too expensive in my opinion, and my hair still looks like it has seen better days so i don't know whether it was all worth it.

i'm definitely worried about the bar examination. enough said.

and with that, i KNOW i have to get started studying.

right now.